*Ladies And Gentlemen Good Evening*

Cant beleive its been so long since i was on here last loads has happened

me and jamie are engaged now have been for over a year. we moved in together about 2 months ago in to a gorgeous flat by the river.

my sis Di had a baby girl last year called Jesse she is the most beautiful girl ive ever seen

my dad still in cyprus havent seen him for years and to be perfectly honest i dont think i want to

got my 2 best m8's close to me at all times now cause i no how fickle some people can be Jade & Jez u guys are my rocks i could never lose u ur too special to lose

basically what happened was that my so called best m8 Lisa Cheated on her Boyfriend mark who so happens to be my friend with Rubberlips who is a complete and utter dickhead no joke if only u new him beleive me u would hate him

Ill Be Back Soon x x x

Im slightly confused with me at the mo

one minute im so happy etc the next so upset

dont really understand y but hey.

im jamies longest girlfriend 16 months and counting i love him so much
i just wish we would go out more and have fun


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My so called best m8 lisa hasnt had the best time with lads l8ly

so she tells me that she with some 1 and has been for a month

she eventualy told me it was some 1 we both worked with called malcolm

i never really got on with him so i didnt say anything.

she asked for my oppion of him so i told her the truth and now she cant see

anything beyond him she has changed so much b4 she was loving and kind now she arguementive

spiteful she would txt me out of blue saying sorry then next minute she starts an arguement

and says its all my fault and why cant i be happy for her. Thing is i am happy for her

if she is truly happy i think it is because she NEEDS someone to love her cause after a month

there were "in love" i very much doubt that. she didnt have much loving at home and once she

got her first boyfriend she keeps finding another to fill the gap when they have gone. i

just dont know what to do

HELP x x x x x

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD

I passed my theory test can u believe it???

I passed with these results

32 out of 35 for written part
54 out of 75 for hazard perception

hehehehehe Mum&Dad is taken me & jamie to the indian to celebrate

and jamie has some thing for me but i ain't a clue what it is and he wont give me a clue

Ill Return later x x x x x x

Oh people i need help ive got my t and im so scared

ill let u know what happenes


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Y is is that i seem to do the same things everyday

i need to go out i need a change but no one seems to
want to go out im just left on the sidelines now

x x x x sammykins x x x

have i got somethings to tell u lot
Me and jamie have been going out for a whole year
now. i FINALLY had sex with him too it was so amazing but i wont go in to details.

Although im still living at home i see him everyday seems a bit silly but he meets me from work so i dont have to walk home in the dark all alone

ive had my 18 birthday that was cool had a party on the saturday which was awesome but on my actual birthday my purse was stolen at hollywood bowl in stevenage!!! nice huh???

but hey i got it back and got free games of bowling out of it so im not complaining!!!

left school over a year ago now and dont regret a thing although i miss the people there it just wasnt for me

no longer working at mc donalds work at a place called mode lighting its boring but at least im earning my own money

i Promise ill keep this up dated


Love ME x x x x x x x x

well me and jamie were have a long convo of
where we would like to have sex with each other
it got very in depth here are a couple of them

1 on his living room floor - done that one last night!!!!!
2 on a beach - gonna happen when we go on holiday together in june
3 on a train - who knows??
4 join the mile high club - could be a bit squashed !!!
5 havent told him but in a field ?????

so if any one else has any ideas they want to share please tell me cause im running
out of ideas

xxxxxSamxxxxx

Things couldnt be better
got a brilliant boyfriend who looks after me and cares for me

got parents who love me

things just are so perfect im waiting for something to go wrong

im floating on a cloud



xxxsammyxxx

Oh i had the best christmas.

Got every thing i wanted and more

Jamie was allowed to come over Christmas day which was nice

but i couldnt hug him or kiss him while my mum and dad were in the

room cause they think that it is embarrassing but i would like get on him or anything

but im thinking of it this way at least he was allowed to come.

he brought me a white gold necklace its so pretty i really love him i never want to lose him

and not just because he buys me stuff any way im knackered goona sleep

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

Hello again my faithful readers!!!!!

Well as many should know i have a boyfriend and for those who dont

I have a boyfriend His names Jamie and he's 22 yes i know a whole 5 years older than me

but he treats me like a princess.

He never presures me into doing anything (even tho we have already!!!)

but he is always asking if im ok and making sure im not panicking or anything like that

I think ive found my one true love!

We have so much in common and we can finish each others sentances

and everything and its christmas soon ...............

Sorry if i was a little random yesturday i was a little depressed afterwards still am really but i just get so attached to someone and just cant forget about them oh dear what ami going to do????? love sammy x x x x x x xx

i feel like i am floating on air. ive seen the most sexiest guy all day and i think i am falling in love with him!!! i know i shouldnt but i cant help the way i feel!!!! i think about him 24/7 and i know this may sound sad but i will really miss him when he leaves cause i cant see him every day like i normally do. i get really confused tho because one minute i think he likes me and then the next im not so sure. everyone tells me t oget over him but i really cant now im turning my self in to a wreck again!!!!

any advice would help me alot

Love you soooo much SammyX x X x X


p.s i feel like there is nothing intresting in my sad excuse for a life ive realised that what the point of going after a guy that blantly not intrested and i might as well give up and live out the rest of my life alone

hello peps!

Life couldnt get any worse

I was ill on my 17th birthday

And i found out that my daddy has got prostate cancer so its my mum and dad have it now.

*Sobs* im really scared cause even thought my dad has hurt me alot i still love him and i dont want to lose him.

who's next i dont stand a chance do i???????

My mum keeps saying that she will have to go to work to help put me through 6th form (my dad pays(paid) for my education etc)but she wont because she doesnt want to and i should techniqually be out working and looking after my self and paying rent, which is s**t cause i dont want to be stuck in a dead end job like tesco or dust bin man etc.

I want a good job with good wages and carree prospects etc.

But on a lighter note im seeing Mcfly tonight and it will be my first concert ever

And i met charlotte church yesturday !!!!!


oh well

i really hate my dad. when i chris on a date i was so happy and excited
and done cartwheels in the middle of the road so i got in the car and i got
a text from my dad saying that he has move to cyprus and he will be in touch


have top right more later and explain everything

Love sammy

life in a bubble hehehe
oh well im a so bored i have had so many free periods
im getting rather bored of do the sam things over
and over again

help me

*sighs* i really dont know what to do?
i really really like some one but i asked
them out and they said maybe
and no i see him everyday and its killing
me caus ei know there is nothing i can do
about the way he feels about me

there is a well nice guy called marcus and he sexy yummy

help me
Love Sammy x x

i am really sad at the mo cause i feel that matt is coming on to me at work
but i know that he has a girlfriend.

I still like Charlie and he is sooooooooooooo yummy and has a great voice and i want to eat him up
and kill his girlfriend too
My lil gang of girls set up this thing called the Girlfriend Assassination Socity where we plan all diffrent ways of killing the girlfrinds of the boys we like. (sad i know but it makes me feel better)

Scenarios is the best song ever

oh mi god i totaly forgot to tell you about MInus IQ

i saw them on the 28 of May and they are brilliant

if you want to listen to them go on www.purevolume.com then type in Minus IQ and click on there little picture and then have a listen

i may have got them to play at the Herford Marquee but i dont know when they will play

i love Charlie and Jake from the Band theyare really sweet

better go

i am really happy cause my mummy said i can go watch Schmuck bucket play at West One Four Club, 3 Northend Crescent, West Kensington, London. i saw chris this morning and he smiled he is so cute when he smiles any way love sam